6.20.2009

because I wanted to...

...share with you how ridiculous I was. This is my last undergraduate research paper...

Christina J. Lee (ID# ********)

(removed class & professor name)

15 June 2009 (note: this was the week after finals...submitted ridiculously late)

NAFTA: Another Good Idea Gone Bad

With the passing of the North American Free Trade Agreement, various legitimate sources were quick to publish articles praising the NAFTA and the benefits that all participating parties would share. In an article published in July of 1992, The New York Times claimed that this agreement “promised jobs, wealth, and economic activity throughout the continent.” In September of the following year, it was said in the Washington Post that “the list of new opportunities and advantages is a long one.” Regardless of the praises the NAFTA has received over the years, only time would tell whether such claims would come to fruition or not. Looking back over these fifteen years that have trickled by, it is undeniable that the NAFTA has hugely impacted the continent and its economic goings on. Unfortunately, the changes that have come to pass are overwhelmingly negative, and these destructive consequences are not only limited to the economic realm. NAFTA and its results have been so potent that they have poisoned everything from the environment and foreign relations to the daily lives of hardworking individuals. But the initial praises of NAFTA could not have been completely unfounded, and it was an agreement that had been signed by leaders who are hoped to have had the best intentions of their people and nations at heart. With that in mind, one cannot help but wonder—what exactly is it that went wrong? If the Washington Post’s sentiments in believing that the NAFTA could bring about great opportunities and advantages were echoed as they were, chances are that the agreement started out as something to be looked upon with hope from all over the continent. It could be said that the details of NAFTA were simply shortsighted, and that its failures could not have been predicted, rendering the avoidance of such negative consequences impossible from the start. Still others have said that it was xenophobia that helped get the NAFTA passed, and that it is this xenophobia that caused NAFTA to ultimately crumble and fail (Faux). Though these points are valid, they do not quite reach down to the basic root of why NAFTA failed. Whether it is shortsightedness or xenophobia, it all boils down to the fact that NAFTA failed because man is inherently sinful.

Before the sinful nature of man can be pinned for the failure of NAFTA, the term “sin” must first be defined. According to The American Heritage dictionary, sin is either “a transgression of a religious or moral law” or “something shameful or wrong.” The Merriam-Webster dictionary says that sin can also be defined as “an often serious shortcoming.” While these definitions are what most people would most commonly think of in an attempt to define so abstract a term, they are inadequate for the purposes of defining man’s inherent sinfulness. The Merriam-Webster definition is probably the most secular definition in the sense that it causes sin to appear as something that can be helped and that it is apart from the norm. The word “shortcoming” implies that sin is a character fault that individuals deal with on a case-by-case basis and that it is not an ever-present malady of the soul, and does little to shed light on the inherency of sin. Ironically, Merriam-Webster also provides the definition of sin that is most closely aligned with the Protestant worldview. Sin is “ a vitiated state of human nature in which the self is estranged from God.” In other words, sin is not just an isolated action or a mistake someone makes every once in a while; it is a state of being. But this is not a state of being that only afflicts a select group of people—no individual is exempt because sin as a state of human nature is inherent in all men.

According to Romans 5:12 in the New International Version of the Bible, “sin entered the world through one man” whose name was Adam. Advocates and believers of creationism believe that Adam was the first man to be created, according to Genesis 1:7. As it is detailed in the beginning verses of Genesis, before sin and corruption entered the world the earth and all its inhabitants existed in peace and without hardship. This peace and simplicity of life could be attributed to the fact that Adam and his wife Eve lived with childlike innocence. Countless parents can attest to the fact that at one time or another, their children have run around naked in utter joy because they simply have no idea that they should be covering up. It is even emphasized in Genesis 1:25 that “they were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.” Shame and all things negative entered the world as a result of the fall. The garden in which Adam and Eve resided contained what was known as the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, the only thing that God had forbade the couple to eat from (Genesis 1:17). Unfortunately, the devil in serpent form tempts Eve and she eventually gives in, taking from the tree and even giving it to her husband. True to its name, the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil opened the eyes of those who partook of it, and the first thing the couple did was to cover themselves up in shame. Ultimately, all parties involved are cursed as a result of this transgression—it is the combination of the transgression and subsequent curse that caused man to exist in a state of hardship, turmoil, and of course, sin.

Sin is most comprehensively defined as a human state of being, but its consequences and manifestations are what people generally believe to be sin. To define it simply, the manifestations of sin can be summed up into one general category—that of self-centeredness. It is only fitting that this is the case, considering the fact that it was a matter of selfish ambition and desire that caused Eve to eat of the forbidden fruit. The serpent played on her self-centeredness when he said in Genesis 3:5 that “God knows that in the day [she eats of the fruit her] eyes will be opened, and [she] will be like God, knowing good and evil.” Even what has become known as the seven deadly sins, lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, and pride, can be linked back to a general sense of self-centeredness. All of these have to do with fulfilling one’s pleasures and desires without regard toward others and their well being.

So how does any of this relate back to how NAFTA failed? From here my goal was to detail the promises that people welcomed with the passing of the agreement, from getting rid of tariffs to providing more jobs. Opening up Mexico’s economy meant that US companies could invest in expanding their businesses south of the border while helping to boost Mexico’s economic growth, and economic growth meant that more people would choose to stay in Mexico. The NAFTA would make winners out of everyone involved. As we know, the fact of the matter is that in the end, the only winners were on the American side. Illegal immigrants still flood over north of the border, and workers are exploited to maximize profit. I was hoping to detail the ways in which NAFTA failed in regards to Mexico’s economy, immigration, exploitation, and the environment. My argument is that all of these things can be attributed back to the self-centeredness so characteristic of man’s sinful human nature. Exploiting workers and the environment are obviously manifestations of man’s greed. To explore why exactly exploiting works could be considered a sin…Treating workers on a subpar level goes against the command for us to love our neighbors as ourselves, as stated several times throughout the Bible—Luke 10:27 being one of the verses off the top of my head. One thing I find ironic about that command is that God is being practical—technically we’re supposed to love God above all else, as we are commanded not to have any idols before Him according to the first commandment (found in Exodus). But the reality is that we fail at loving God more than anything else, and we love ourselves and put ourselves at the top of our priority lists. This is why it’s such a beautiful thing when we are selfless and are willing to serve others, whether it is out of humanitarian wishes or of a genuine love and care for others. Ruining the environment isn’t quite as obvious a sin as treating other people like trash. The argument here is that we have been charged from the beginning of time with the creation of Adam to take care of God’s creation. Clearly, this command is being ignored and neglected for the sake of financial gain. These are just a couple of examples of how man’s sinful nature can be blamed for NAFTA’s failure.

The solution to this failure is not an easy one, because there really isn’t one. As man’s sinful nature is inherent, it’s obviously something we will never really be rid of. But our hope comes with the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. In the Old Testament times, before Christ descended, the Israelites were forced to sacrifice unblemished animals in order to atone for their sins. Unfortunately, these animals only counted for so much and sacrifices had to be made on a regular basis because people would always sin as a result of their own state of sin. So when Christ came, He became what is now understood to be the ultimate sacrifice. He led a life untarnished by sinful human nature, never transgressing any moral or religious law as ordained by God and even His supernatural birth (detailed in the first four books of the New Testament) allowed Him to rise above the muck of human sinfulness. Man’s blood was the only sufficient blood that would atone for the sins of all mankind. In Romans 5:12 it is said that just as sin entered the world through one man, it would leave the world through one man. Jesus, as both man and both God, was enough to fully cover the sins of all men. That said, the only solution to this NAFTA problem would be to share the gospel with everyone and all work together toward the same goals of loving God, loving our neighbors, and living with the eternal perspective in mind. As I stated earlier, such a task is pretty much impossible. Therefore, I really don't know how we could remedy this failure in a practical way…which is why I’m choosing not to do anything related to political science now that I’ve completed my BA in Political Science. If anything, poli sci has opened my eyes to see the hopeless depravity of mankind and how much we all really do need Jesus.

My apologies for how this paper turned into a sermon-like essay. Initially I’d been really excited to write about something I truly believe in and care about for the first and last time ever in my life, but at this point I really can’t seem to find the drive to shape my thoughts into a neatly organized research paper. I hope that this was all at least somewhat interesting to you, even though it’s poorly written and isn’t thorough enough. I wanted to just give up and send you what I had finished, but I figured I should at least go through and explain what exactly it was that I wanted to argue. I know I’ve already given you a thank you card, but truly, thank you for helping me through this quarter. If this paper isn’t enough to boost my grade a few points to a passing level, that’s okay. I’ve messed up, and I understand I have to deal with the consequences. Thank you, professor. I wish you the best of luck and hopefully one day our paths will cross again.

You can ask me directly what I got on this paper/in this class--I'm not posting it here.

6.18.2009

because June 30th marks the 3rd anniversary of that one accident...


I'd known the guy since I was a freshman in high school...which would be 2001-2002. In all honesty, I thought he was pretty dang cute. It wasn't until June of 2006 that I formally met him--I went to a birthday shindig as someone's date, and we sat next to each other at the restaurant. He was funny, but didn't really know when to stop sometimes. At one point I stood abruptly to escape to the bathroom--I called Michelle because I didn't know what else to do. By the end of the night, all was well again and we all agreed that we'd meet up the following weekend to watch a movie and hang out.

But that never happened.

That following Friday I was helping my dad out at his office, and there was some massive traffic on the way home. I remember seeing that the police had blocked Gilbert off from Artesia to Malvern, and I remember being annoyed at having to take an alternate route home. I remember seeing a few kids running up the hill and past the tape, and I remember grumbling at their stupidity...

I remember that evening, the day that we'd decided to hang out, I turned my cell phone off and I sat in my room reading. I didn't want to hang out or talk with anyone that day. But at one point of the evening, my mom told me that Michelle was on the line--she'd called my home phone. I remember thinking to myself that it was slightly odd, that she must have had something really important to say...and she did. She called to tell me that Elmer died earlier that day in a motorcycle accident...on Gilbert, between Artesia and Malvern. I believe he was about 21 at the time...

The kids running up the hill turned out to be friends of mine--they, along with Elmer, had met up at their church near Gilbert and Commonwealth for some meeting or another. They brought the wrong key, and Elmer volunteered to make a quick trip to pick up the right key.

He never picked up the key...

The following month, 17-year-old Tim died in a car accident. That was the first funeral I attended for someone I knew directly...I didn't have it in me to attend Elmer's for some reason.

And this all a year after 14-year-old Eugene died because of a fist-fight gone wrong. Eugene, who had been one of the seven acoustic guitarists on the praise team...who stopped attending Sarang for I don't even know what reason.

I don't really know why I'm typing this out right now. I guess it's something that's been in the back of my mind. I'm feeling ridiculously emo, but I'm grateful for the reminder...the reminder that life really is fleeting, and that we really never know what will ever happen. A reminder to be grateful for all things in life, to live always with a grateful heart. A reminder that we should be wise in the decisions we make, yet not to let ourselves get consumed by these decisions. A reminder as to why it is that I won't ever ride, date anyone who rides, or let my kids ride a motorcycle. A reminder that the reason people come and go is because some way or another, either we help them or they help us to look to the cross...a reminder that we live for the sake of the glory of God. A reminder that death is only the gate to the rest of eternity, that the one-time death of a body itself isn't as scary as the eternal death of a soul. A reminder that suffering is only bearable when we know that there is some kind of end in sight--and this not suicide, but knowing that if we press on, we'll survive. I've heard it said that hell is hell, in part, because that kind of suffering is eternal...and you can't even die to escape it--you've already died, you are dying, and you will continue to do so...that's intense.

A reminder to share the gospel not only for the sake of saving souls, but also for the sake of God's glory.

A reminder that it's only by God's grace that I am where I am today--spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally, literally, figuratively...

The three brothers mentioned above were professing Protestants, and for that I am grateful as well.

Hm. I don't really know how to end this entry...

Friends, let's not forget the eternal. Please? Let's not fall into what has become known as the silent exodus...as unfortunate as the sudden, unexpected deaths of these three brothers were, what would be more unfortunate would be the slow and subtle spiritual emaciation and deaths of those who seemed to walk so faithfully in their undergraduate years.

And please...

Don't let me stop fighting either.

6.17.2009

because i want to remember

I am now officially part of BAM (Berean Adult Ministry). =]

We had a dinner/prayer/game night at the church office earlier. At one point during the night we split up into groups w/one graduate per group. The older brothers and sisters shared a few things with us to keep in mind as we transition from undergraduate life, and I wanted to have it somewhere so I won't forget.

In the order that they shared--

Hannah Lee...to rise above the influence of others. =]
Lynna Kim...not to be self reliant.
Becky Park...to be sure of what I believe in.
Semee Choe...not to get consumed by work and all that comes with it.
Melissa Wong...to be the initiator and to be intentional in regards to friendships & meeting up.
Pastor Peter Kim...two things that really play a part in post-collegiate faithfulness: (1) attitude toward God's word and (2) genuine fellowship; this entails being deliberate in friendships that have no room for Christ and/or developing ones that are centered around Him.
Alex Han...pride & humility in the small things.

Almost all of the time, experience is my most memorable teacher. But it wouldn't hurt to learn from the experiences of older brothers and sisters as well...

In all honesty, I'm a bit nervous about being a part of BAM. I just really hope I don't screw up...haha.